if it crosses your mind...

I've been sitting in a hard place since this weekend.

Overall Friday, Saturday and Sunday were hard...Don't get me wrong there were moments of beauty (thanks Vivie).

However, since Sunday night, I've begun spinning and I don't know why.

I feel like I'm not communicating myself clearly.

I feel like I'm not being heard (which makes sense since I'm not communicating clearly).

I feel like I'm defending what I think, feel and believe even within myself.

And ultimately, I feel like I'm back in the middle of an ocean, sitting alone in my boat and there is nothing and no one around me to show me where I need to go.

So, if it crosses your mind today, could you send me some good vibes. I feel like I'm losing my mind.