(god willing, it ends soon)
What if I am blocking God from transforming me?
What if I'm afraid to move, ask, question, respond, change?
What if I am the cause and the effect?
What if I gave up on my desire to be loved in a way that I have never experienced?
What if that is what surrendering looks like?
Would things change?
Cause I can't continue to fight for some things I don't know are true...