In the spirit of being honest, I'll simply say this:
Doing two jobs, one I'm totally qualified for and one that I have no idea what I am doing, is causing me to lose my mind.
I've cried today, wondering if I can really handle this. Why I was picked to do this, I have no idea...all I know is that I'm surviving on energy drinks and praying that I won't lose my mind.
So, tonight, I'll play some frisbee golf and go camping this weekend and Sunday night drink because I don't have to work on Monday.
And still I'm freaking out.